Hi,

Have a lot of things to write, dnt know how much I will manage to write. Can hear my thoughts falling asleep one by one. Can feel them dropping into deep sleep.
So I was thinking, what gift would you like the most. Not just a gift, (they are waking up :D ) but the ultimate wish. What would u like the most?
My cousin sis recently asked me this question. I found myself wondering. I am going to tell u, not about the present, but the past.
I used to think that I would love to hear other's thoughts. U know, what they think of me. Now when I think about it, I guess it was because I wanted to be loved by others. But later, I realized that it would be a heavy burden. A much more heavy burden than one could imagine. I can hear my brain buzz right now. If there was someone who could actually hear my thoughts, thry would have committed suicide by now.
My point is that, human mind is way more polluted than can be expressed by the word polluted. It just cannot contain the pollution an adult human brain can hold. And it is always a burden to hear others' thoughts. If someone, anyone thinks bad of me, I would be depressed for days.

Ciao!