Saturday, September 26, 2009

What do you think is the most beautiful thing on earth? I am sure that the millions and millions of people who form the mankind would come up with a variety of very different answers. But think again, do you not think that hope is a very important thing? One very beautiful phenomenon that kept the world going during times both good and bad. And when ultimately your hope in a thing goes, you start hoping that you are at the verge of discovering something better and more suited for you.
Try applying this theory to your life. To your work, your family life or your love life..You will presently see that hope is the one thing that remains predominant. You break up with your girl friend and you cannot move on; try to fall in love again. Try to speak to your girlfriend again after you fall in love again; you will see that it becomes easier. Hope teaches us to move forward and also to heal ourselves
Happy Hoping to All :)

Sunday, September 6, 2009

My P.S

I did say one very wise thing today, that self pity is a very dangerous thing. And dangerous it is because it lowers ur self-esteem, it makes you vulnerable and ultimately leads you to depression. I have this habit of spending a lot of my time in getting depressed ;) And seriously, it all begins with self-pity. That I am not funny, that I am not attractive, that I am not good company and like so many other things. Seriously ya, combine jealousy and self pity and u have a very very dangerous combination. A combination that could kill, or worse, make others want to murder you.
I ahve this folder in my PC which I have named "P.S". What it actually means is "Personal Space" and it has a lot of crap. The worst crap I can think of. But now, as I think, it could be "Pathetic Self", could it not? :P I mean after all what I usually do there is whine ;D
Now that I think, I dread going to class now. Have to meet a lot of people, talk to them, see them ignore me, ignore a few of them and ultimately come back tired as if I was in a war. It is a war for me, out there. A war of minds, of how much you think they can control you and of how much you can control them. The one who can control the most wins, if he knows that he is the winner that it. Which essentially means that even if all of ur enemies fall, you would not be victorious if you did not know that they were your enemies, would it? So confusing, I tell you ;p
Another of my best friends got a girl friend. He seems happy with her and I am happy for him. Well, basically because he was missing the 1 to 1 attention and it was too conspicious. The girl is good, the guy is...(I dont know how to define him!!) And I hope that they end up spending at least a year together. Aah, I guess I should go to sleep now. Will write a review for "When Harry met Sally" tomorrow. Or maybe the next time I feel like writing
Till then.. :)

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Me to Myself

Well long time since I wrote last. Was yearning to write as I was sitting in class today. Not that the class was boring; but my fingers were just hurting as they were no where near my laptop. Wanted to scribble in my "Vent Out". I always decide that I will ask V as to how one can find blogs by one particular person. But then always end up forgetting. Hope I remember the next time
So, the biggest thing that happened in the last 10 days was that I was proposed by a girl. This is one instance that had me traumatized for a few days. Well, basically coz I am a female myself. Maybe it was just a joke for her. But I was seriously shit-scared. And it feels bad that I am avoiding her. Not that I want to, but that I just cannot be comfortable with her around :(
I guess this is the first time I am writing something this personal in this blog. Not that I never wanted to before this. But now I am kind of confident that no one reads my blog and that has me happy, pathetic, ain't it? ;)
I also realized one more thing, that I am a really boring person. That I am boring company :p
So much for my pathos. Hope I am in a sunnier mood when I come the next time
ciao!