I surprise myself, tickle myself and ultimately laugh at myself :D Anything that I have written on the lines of a diary is simply hilarious; to me. It could just be pathetic to others who might get a chance to read it because mostly I write about stuff that I did not get or that I want and cannot get. There are things starting from academic success to a great figure (ideally size zero; hihi) and also about the many guys that I have wanted or liked and I never got.
So I was wondering, what if my friend V got to see my blog. That is of course assuming that he hasn't already. Would he just laugh at me, as to how silly I am or would he be assured that I have lost my screws somewhere in the Universitiy's jungles?
The other day I got into talking with a friend about Mr.A. The way we had spent time. It got me wondering if he is not my soul mate (yes, I still believe in trash like that ;p ). Is it very much possible, with the way we interacted; not that you would know.
Oh and I heard another very very interesting theory; that soul mates are not two halves that come together, but they are two fulls that come together; rub against each other, bounce against each other and sometimes even collide. And know what, this interaction that takes place between them is love. I love that theory. But then again, it is not practical, is it? ;D
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Define..
Ok, let me start by asking a question. What do you think is the most difficult thing to do in day to day life? Studying? Household chores? Shopping?
I found something infinitely harder than all of these things; defining ur own emotions. Ur emotions towards others who maybe your friends or enemies. Relatives or complete strangers. Mostly, we have a set of emotions that we are supposed to feel at times. Something like you are supposed to feel a maternal feeling if you are a lady who is 22-25 and you see a baby. But is it all that simple? What lies behind admiration, anger, love etc.? Let us just say anger. Why on earth would I be angry at a person who does not matter to me? That I do not care about? There is this class mate of mine who has no friend from class. She speakes to me and I reply. I even speak to her at times which drives most of the others in my class (who are my friends) crazy. I was just wondering, could it be that they want to be acknowledged by her that they are angry when she speakes to someone else? Maybe they just need acknowledgment.. Maybe the lack of that is what is driving them crazy. Maybe, just maybe they admire her secretly ;p
I found something infinitely harder than all of these things; defining ur own emotions. Ur emotions towards others who maybe your friends or enemies. Relatives or complete strangers. Mostly, we have a set of emotions that we are supposed to feel at times. Something like you are supposed to feel a maternal feeling if you are a lady who is 22-25 and you see a baby. But is it all that simple? What lies behind admiration, anger, love etc.? Let us just say anger. Why on earth would I be angry at a person who does not matter to me? That I do not care about? There is this class mate of mine who has no friend from class. She speakes to me and I reply. I even speak to her at times which drives most of the others in my class (who are my friends) crazy. I was just wondering, could it be that they want to be acknowledged by her that they are angry when she speakes to someone else? Maybe they just need acknowledgment.. Maybe the lack of that is what is driving them crazy. Maybe, just maybe they admire her secretly ;p
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Before Sunrise
Saw this movie today, before sunrise. It was very different. I take pride in the fact that I am not ordinary; that I am a little weird. Sounds weird, does it not ;)
So, I was watching this movie and I was reminded strongly of a person, my favorite person on planet Earth; me :D A couple meet on a train. They are traveling across Europe and the guy had to get down in Vienna. He invites the girl also to get down with him and she does. Which was an oddity in itself because they had just met on the train and had talked for just a little more than an hour. Most people would find it unnatural in itself. Surprisingly, I did not. Basically because I had always dreamed of doing it myself :)
They hang around, have fun and kiss. They part with a promise to meet each other in 6 months time; at the same place. I am guessing that it did not happen. I am guessing because they did not show if they did or not.
Have just mailed my best friend about this movie. DId not give her such a detailed review. Just recommended the movie to her. Wonder if she'll watch it or not :?
So, I was watching this movie and I was reminded strongly of a person, my favorite person on planet Earth; me :D A couple meet on a train. They are traveling across Europe and the guy had to get down in Vienna. He invites the girl also to get down with him and she does. Which was an oddity in itself because they had just met on the train and had talked for just a little more than an hour. Most people would find it unnatural in itself. Surprisingly, I did not. Basically because I had always dreamed of doing it myself :)
They hang around, have fun and kiss. They part with a promise to meet each other in 6 months time; at the same place. I am guessing that it did not happen. I am guessing because they did not show if they did or not.
Have just mailed my best friend about this movie. DId not give her such a detailed review. Just recommended the movie to her. Wonder if she'll watch it or not :?
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